06.29.24

had a dream my left foot was cut off at the ankle, and it was held to my leg by my shoe and sock. i went to a doctor and they were going to inject something into the exposed base of my leg but i asked to be given anesthesia "like they give during a colonoscopy." and so i waited a long time for the anesthesia and they came and injected me and in the dream it made me sleepy but i didn't lose consciousness even though i waited a long time. the dream ended with me thinking i should've gone directly to a hospital. i'm not sure where i exactly was, if not a hospital.

04.27.24

had a waking dream where i perceived myself as a system consisting of various autonomous consciousnesses within myself, each with a distinct avatar and all of which exist in a hierarchical organization. and i could see the organizational flow within the outline of my body. and one entity within me had directed a lower form to complete a task, and i realized it was all in the interest of me, the "head" of the organization.

04.26.24

remember a part of a dream where i happened to see a sperm whale exhibit but instead of having a tail and such they looked like a multi-ton enormous cuttlefish except their tentacles emerged from the back of their body and they also kinda looked like the navigators in dune and it was looking at my through the glass and i was having some sort of fearful understanding